Rewind
Last night, under the stars, i wept
behind curtains, while the sunlight slept
Silent tears i cannot hide
feelings long gone, growing inside
Shrouded in darkness with nothing to see
Only you from afar, not seeing me
I'm back in this trap, chained and locked
every word shunned, everything mocked
Here it is again, the weight of my heart
World seemingly drawn in black and white art
you heard, i know, but never listened
Now here i am again, tired and weakeaned
I'm back again to where i once started
Familiar things that i once thought ended
comes flowing back only now different
this old feeling awakened, only very different
Dark cold, yet noisy inside
it started again, i have to hide
Once more i feel this feeling that died
but now it's you that's left in my mind
As much as my heart and soul wants to stay
i just cannot bear the pain on the way
I'll just freeze my heart, ice cold and blue
i need to keep myself from thinking of you
I sit here thinking as time passes time
Thoughts silently flowing with rhythm and rhyme
I never noticed, i never knew...
Damn....i just made a poem only for you.
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