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something(s) new.
update.
SUCCESS!! i've successfully counted 100 yellow cars as of july 29, 2006!
haha, wala lang.
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new version of layout! it's black now. people say it looks nice..thanks :)
i made it black to match the occassion...
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this is pain like no other...
sabi nila,
"kaya mo yan..."
"ganyan tlga..."
"welcome to the club..."
but somehow, that doesn't ease the pain...
i have a hard time eating...
i'm running out of handkerchiefs...they're all wet now.
so i chose to sleep...
para di ko na maramdaman ung sakit...
ok lang, kaya ko 'to...
...braces lang to.
lecheng braces toh! bumabaha na ng laway ko! buti nlang andyan ang mga friends kong nakabraces din...thanks guys! alam kong kaya ko to!
haha, kala mo kung ano noh?? XD
*...everything everything everything i need...*
to-hell-with-...
hay...
its amazing how a few fords can shatter my world...
yeah...happy now?
so i'm not the mature girl everyone expects me to be...
so what?
let me wallow...
let me weep...
let me bleed...
let me cry..
let me run away...
...i just need time.
*its cheap..yes it is. shut up, it's my blog.*
comments? violent reactions?
...are not welcome. do it in your own space.
too harsh?
too bad.
i'm pissed.
obvious ba?
really ridiculous yet reasonbly reasonable random rants...
haha!
i thank God for peripheral vision.
i thank God for the ability of humans to run.
i thank God for my life.
just imagine if humans did not have the capability to do the motion called "running"...
i wouldn't be here, typing at 1:00am, to tell you that God is good.
this is my 2nd life, and i am determined to make the most out of it.
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so, how's life treating ya?
mine's been pretty nice so far...it's amazing how the people around can seem so careless, and then turn out to be overachievers. wow. it actually feels good to be surrounded by all these bright minds....
they're not just kikay gurls anymore...they're beautiful, smart gurls fluent in speaking in english and have real principles.
they're not just jocks...they're athletic guys who can play soccer almost as well as they do math.
basta, un ung point.
it feels good to be able to keep on moving forward...forward...away from the past...accelerating...running...
running away...?
yeah, i am. but i'm gonna have to face it someday...
but for now...
...di nanaman natuloy! tsk! sayang tlga! XD
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there are times when i feel high...there are times when i bleed...
and when i bleed...its for one reason...
yeah, that's right, i don't need to say it.
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i heard something...
sabi nung classmate ko...
"in order to say something. some things must be left unsaid."
yeah, in this case, i just won't say anything...
...not yet anyway.
soundtrip and ramblings of a girl-who-likes-to-ask-questions type of person....
nakakatawa ung nangyari nung isang araw...
pero di ko ikukwentoh :P
sayang tlga...
di ako pinayagan ;)
definiendum, definiens (genus, differentia), denotata...
alam nio ba yan?? philo yan!
...ako din hindi.
hehe! ewud kami bukas! hehe :D
after lunch of course...nagyayaya e, di naman ako makahindi :)
oy, bawal yan, masaya lang tlga makipagkwento ^_^
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soundtrip...
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sabi ko na huwag na e, yan 2loy...
di na everyday ang chronic gagging churva ko...
oh well, at least may ewud and overnight:)
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i got free games! hehe...
now, if you'll excuse me, i will reserve the space inside my skull for learning number systems...
i love programming :)
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25 hrs and 45 mins to go!
kung mali yan, alam nio na kung bakit 15/50 ako sa exam XD XD
5 Stages to Acceptance
denial.
anger.
bargaining.
depression.
...acceptance.
no, i am not going through these stages.
really, i'm not, i'm fine.
why would i need to go through these? oh c'mon.
no way, nuh-uh.
...
stop thinking that i'm denying! i'm not denying!
ghad...the nerve...
oh well...
Buhay UP, Buhay Freshie, Buhay you-know-what...
so, it's july...and i am enjoying my days in the University of the Philippines.
its like a city within itself, and the people there are easy to be with...
and as i was walking through the streets of UP...gazing at the towering trees , spread out on the cerulean sky...taking in the peaceful beauty of the sunken garden...walking...alone...
i thought of only one word to describe it...breathtaking.
here, i can be myself. i control what i do with my life. i hold time in my hands.
i meet a new person everyday, making new friends and doing my best to have fun...
i feel peaceful...even if there's still that part of chaos inside me...
sa UP, di ka mabubuhay kapag di ka sanay maglakad. everyday.
nakakapagod, pero masaya din naman.
at wala ka ring malalaman kung di ka magtatanong.
sarisariling diskarte, angaling, parang life..
right now, im scared of a lot of things...
and i'm glad that, even if we're taking different paths, i still have my closest friends with me...
i'm open to new experiences, i want to make the most out of my stay here...
i auditioned for the UP Singing Ambassadors last week, and i'm glad to say i passed the first phase ^_^
i'm going back this sunday for the second phase...
that's about it...i think...hehe...
oo nga pala, masarap ang food sa Katag...try nio, nasa ilalim ng FC.
*if forever ends here, why not start a new one?*