strangely unreal

i went to school today to work on my college application...

i met Ynna there, she was my classmate in grade 3...

we're not really close, in fact, we hardly ever talk to each other at all.

but today was different. we talked about things like we were close friends or something. college, family, people we like, people we don't like, college courses, our future and lots of other stuff.

then i met nikos and apple and mark and tintin and sir inacay and maann and kristine...ghad! i had a really nice time, just goofing off and talking about stuff that we all care about that some people wouldn't bother with at all.

i wonder if the school will really push through with that plan?

then we went to McDo, (tenkyu nikos!) and we just laughed our heads off at petty things; about the SCL, about jokes that are corny and yet funny...nkakaaliw talaga. (we were soo noisy..hehe) everything was like an extension of my life beyond reality...i dunno...

maybe i just felt happy...

maybe i just want to hold on to every speck of memory with my friends, so that none of it will fade away...

maybe...i just... missed them. :)