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What is my purpose in this world?
Today, all I did was watch some TV, eat, sleep, drink, surf the net and eat some more...
I am stuck in my room...
While the world goes by without me.
I watch as everyone in my world live their own lives...
while i am just here...listening to the sound of my own emptiness...
Silence mocking this burdened feeling...
I was once told that one person could change the world...everyone is important...everyone can do his/her part...
So...what am I doing here?
I am a lonely speck of dust...insignificant to the universe...
I have done nothing but fulfill my useless craving to watch TV...my useless thirst to surf the net...my useless desire to sleep the whole day...
I am useless.
Wasted.
Shame on me.
On this very moment, someone might be saving lives, or doing something monumental...
While I am here..lost in this abyss of confusion and hollow blackness...
I need to find myself...
In this world full of darkness and light...
I must have a reason to live...
I must find what my mission is...
I want to feel that exhilarating feeling of doing something for a good purpose...
God...help me.
What is my purpose in this world?
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Oh look, my favorite show is on. *yawn*