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a cheesy dream of the future...
i hope to catch my self on a sunny weekend, sitting on a comfortable chair in a balcony overlooking a nice neighborhood, feeling the cool breeze pass me by while i enjoy some hot toasted pan de sal with some hot milo, with my husband kissing me good morning and asking me what i was thinking...
...and i hope to find myself saying "Oh nothing, just thinking about how happy i am..."
to which, i hope, he would reply, as he bends down to wrap his arms around me...
"yeah, i am too..."
and we'd exchange smiles...
...because words would not be able to explain anything.
~*~*~*~
on a very different topic...(which i'm not so sure i want to post, but here it is)
so we finally worked things out, and i finally found out why he had been acting so cold...
well, he had said that he was never cold to anyone in particular, but i found that hard to believe...
so, yeah, i guess we're cool again...
even though, according to him, we were never fighting in the first place.
at last, now i can eat in peace :)
i told him to smile a bit coz it would make him feel better...and he did, if only to please this person who was trying to cheer him up, but who was apparently failing to a certain degree.
*some words were supposed to be here..haha*
he's one of the very few people in my life i can talk with concerning the most mundane things like ants in his coffee, to the most mind-boggling things like how reality may not exist at all.
and i can actually talk "with" him, not "to" him.
don't get me wrong, i'm just ranting on about him because he's so damn interesting.
he certainly has more substance than some of the guys i've met, haha ^_^
*again, some words i'd rather keep private ^__^*
(reminds me of someone actually...with about the same amount of complexity and cynicism but with a bit more of the loving-life attitide.)
you're hating the way i'm being so vague, noh?
well, if you are, deal with it ^_^
if you're not, then thanks for appreciating my style of writing ^_^
if you don't, then it means enough that you cared to read up until here anyway.
i just feel relieved.
and if you know this person or suspect that you are, in fact, the one i'm writing about...
well, ha ha, congratulations on finding out that i find you interesting***. ^__^ it's really no big deal, duh.
so wipe that oh-so-toothy smile off your face and proclaim to the whole world that i am only, as a matter of fact, second to you in com sci by precisely 5.3 points.
grr, second in computer again...behind some guy who thinks of the world as a figment of one's imagination. (again, reminds me of that other person)
oh well, i dont' really mind :)
the vision of st. mary's was excellence, and i am (not so) proud to say that i've made their vision horribly unfullfilled.
ok, i need to stop writing now before i make this post anymore unpublishable due to content.
...what the hell, it already is anyway.
toodles!
shit. did i just type that in and say it out loud??
i must be reading too much devil-wears-prada-ish books...
math what?? math sucks!!
go UP!!!