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this is absolutely the last post i'll ever make about him, ok? Labels: blind item, rants
(forgive me if some of you are offended, i just need to say this. let me clarify that this is not targeted to anyone in particular.)
you should really give him a chance. he really isn't that bad of a person. and in my opinion, you don't have the right to judge him...you don't have the right to say those things about him, it really isn't fair.
ok, he might be a bit annoying sometimes, but i don't know, i think you're exagerrating...
he does deserve to be cluster head...he was chosen to have that job...he really does want to serve the Lord...and he's really good at what he does at the Ycom, and he loves working there, so don't blame him if he wants to work there...
give him a chance to show that he's a nice person who just wants to get along with everyone like everybody else does...
again, i don't mean to offend. some of you probably have reasons why you feel the way you do...but for some that don't...be reasonable...
i just don't think it's fair...
and i don't regret ever being with him...i loved every moment, the good, the bad and the all the other times...
but i know it's time to move on...i know my fairy tale is over...it didn't have the last line that most fairy tales have...
but maybe it was meant to be that way, maybe it was meant to just teach us both something, not to keep us together...there's a reason for all of this, i know, i know.
just give me time to accept everything i know.
but please don't judge him before you even make an effort to know him. that's just damn mean.
if you have a problem with him, don't be a coward and tell him. you'd be doing him, and yourselves a favor.
i want him to be happy. i hope he finds a girl who understands him, even more than i do. someone who'll love him despite the things that people say.
someone who will love him even more than i did/do.
but i also hope that he can find a way to stand up on his own without needing a girl by his side.
i really do admire his passion for his work and how he praises God.
so i hope he finds happiness. in whatever form it may come.
just please....
if one of you people know something...if you know something about what he's doing or who he's courting or whatever. please...
do not tell me.
i.
do.
not.
want.
to.
know.
i want to know if he's happy and alive...
i just don't know if i can handle knowing why....
dammet.
i need to get out of this awkward stage of acceptance and letting go...i've tried this before, but i never managed...
i think it's time that i did.